Putting this here to see what others think about me, tagged by a freind.

Rules: Okay, so basically you fill in the blank. You address it to the persons journal you're doing it to. However you want to address them. "Dear victim," as an example .You put it in their journal comments of how you fill it in. Then if you re-post it in your journal, others comment/address ones to you.

Dear ______,

I ____ you.
You have a nice ______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me = ________.
If I saw you now, I'd __________.
I want to ________ you.
I would build a _______ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
We could __________ under the stars.

Sincerely,
_______________

(P.S. ______________.)

Oh and I am __________ (going/not going) to post this in my journal and see what you write about me.

Well it's the day after graduation and I don't feel that different. Don't got any plans right now except relaxing all summer and maybe going to to visit some family in Florida if I can. Also found out i'm not good at drinking alcohol yesterday at the party, one wine-cooler and I'm laying down trying not to feel like crap. It would have been nice if someone told me your not supposed to drink on an empty stomach and to drink it slowly.


Also tagged by


HAVE YOU

[ ] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex (use to sleep in same bed with my older brother back then)
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex (didn't want best friend to sleep on floor)
[x] kissed someone of the same sex (it was a dare.......and just that -_- )
[ ] had sex
[x] had someone in your room other than family
[ ] watched porn
[ ] bought porn
[ ] tried drugs

TOTAL: 5

[x] taken painkillers.
[ ] taken someone elses prescription medicine
[x] lied to your parents
[x] lied to a friend
[x] snuck out of the house
[ ] done something illegal
[x] felt hurt
[x] hurt someone
[x] wished someone to die
[ ] seen someone die

TOTAL: 7

[ ] missed curfew
[ ] stayed out all night
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[ ] dyed your hair
[ ] been in an accident
[ ] been to a club.
[ ] been to a bar

TOTAL: 1

[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[ ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything
[ ] wore black nail polish
[x] wore arm bands.
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names
[x] listened to rap (there are some ok songs)
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.

TOTAL: 2

[ ] dressed gothic
[ ] dressed girly
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[ ] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[x] blacked out
[ ] fainted
[x] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL: 2

[x] had a crush on a friend
[ ] been to a concert
[ ] dry-humped someone
[ ] been called a slut
[ ] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[ ] broken a mirror
[ ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x] brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush.

TOTAL: 2

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[x] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[x] cruised the mall.
[x] skipped school. (one year it got bad and I got in trouble, skipped a whole week. >_< )
[ ] had surgery
[ ] had an injury
[ ] gone to court.
[ ] gone out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[x] caught something on fire (me and friend went and burned some old stuff behind his house.......I blamed the book Hatchet.)
[x] lied about your age. (who hasn't at one time or another)

TOTAL: 5

[ ] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[ ] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger
[ ] hugged a stranger
[ ] kissed a stranger.
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger
[ ] been harassed.
[ ] been verbally harassed.

TOTAL: 1


[ ] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[ ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[x] been to a fair
[ ] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drank and drove.
[x] prank-called someone
[ ] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[x] cheated on a test

TOTAL: 4
Total total: 29, seems like I'm neither a badass nor goody-goody.

I tag:


If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]

Well I just signed outta school about an hour ago, and I'm feeling so excited that I just can't hide it!!!
Now all I have to do is get up early friday morning and help with setting everything up and practicing the ceremony. Saturday morning at 2PM is when it starts and I'm having a party with faimly and friends after.
Really nervous though about the actual ceremony, but hey couting me there's only 17 seniors so it shouldn't take too long. Well I gotta clean my room and the rest of the house now.

Sometimes I even wonder why I write journals since nobody replies, but at least it lets me get my feelings out and I can always read them again to see how much I've changed.

Well I don't know what to say really, I'm 18 now but not much is any diffrent.
I still don't have my driver's license but I'm gonna try getting it again in a week or two.
Hopefully I can convince my parents to get me a subscription soon, and if not I'll just save some money myself.


..............Other than that I can't really think of anything else to say, except that I only have a couple weeks before graduation!

Also on another unrelated note we visited a prison in Lincoln last week for our senior trip and it was kinda creepy, especially looking into the gym where there were like 300 men.
We stopped at a space/flight museum on the way back and I got to ride a flight simulator, though it wasn't as wild as I hoped it would be.
Shocking one of my classmates with this static electricity thing was pretty fun though, bad thing is I accidentally touched this piece of metal and it shocked me too.
The only bad part of the trip was the ride up and back because each took like 4 hours, so I slept most of the time.
(And incase you're wondering we couldn't pick the place to visit.)


Well I guess I'm ending this journal here, don't think anybody actually reads these but I just felt like putting it down.

Well looks like I've been tagged by

RULES :
#1) You must fill out EVERY question! No skipping!
#2) Tag five people afterward.
#3) Leave a message on their page telling them they're tagged.



ARE YOU ,

1. Perfect ?
Definatly no, I make mistakes all the time.....all the time! TT_TT.

2. Tall ?
about 5 foot, 8 inchs. Barely taller than my mom ^_^.

3. In your pajamas ?
Totally, I only dress up when I leave my house.

4. Left handed ?
Yep, one of the few rare lefties! ^_^

LAST :

1. Friend you saw :
I have a couple school friends, so the last for that would be probably Megan. As for true blue friends, haven't seen them since I went down to visit them in summer. U_U

2. Talked to on the phone :
.......I guess my friend Scott, though that was a weeks ago. I don't got a cell phone, so people don't call me really.

3. Person to text you :
Scott, talking to me while I work on the homework load I'm catching up on.

4. Was today better than yesterday ?
NO.......yesterday we had a snow day!

FAVORITES :

1. Number :
14

2. Color(s) :
Most pinks, blues, and greens. I like most others but those three are my top favorite.

3. Fruit :
strawberries,blue berries, and peaches.

4. Place :
Living Room, my room, and Grandparent's farm since it's quiet and peacful there.


QUESTIONS & ANSWERS :

Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
Took a long hot shower.

Q: Do you have anything bothering you ?
School work, gonna fail if I dont catch up by friday, since it's the end of quarter.

Q: What's the last movie you saw ?
Meet Dave.

Q: Where is the last place you went ?
A: School.

Q. Do you smile a lot ?
Not since I moved away really, not a smiling person.

Q: Do you wish upon stars ?
Every once and a while, I'm a dreamer.

Q: Are you a friendly person ?
I guess I am, Im not really that social but I'm still friendly when people talk to me.

Q: Where did you sleep last night ?
In my bed, though I kept waking up at random times.

Q: When was the last time you cried ?
It's been a bit, It's a little hard to make me cry. It was probably in summer, when I had to leave after visiting my old friends.

Q: What was your last thought before going to sleep last night ?
I don't know really, between thinking about ranma fanfictions and listening to my Ipod. I listen to my Ipod while going to sleep and put it on the charger when I wake up.

Q: Rate life as of right now one being bad ten being great?
6 and 2/3

Q: What do you hear right now ?
TV, Mom's watching some show.

Q: Does anything hurt right now ?
My elbow is a bit,and my left calf.

Q: What's your favorite month ?
April, I just feel pulled to it.

Q: What did you do last night ?
Drew a bit, listened to Ipod and passed out at 7, and woke back up at 11 only to have to force myself back to sleep for school.

EIGHT EMOTIONS :

1. Are you missing someone right now :
My little gang of friends, two are back in Alabama, and one had to move to Texas

2. Are you happy ?
I guess, I've almost got my own Noishe on Tales of Symphonia 2. ^~^

3. Are you sad ?
Not really.

4. Are you bored ?
Sometimes.

6. Are you nervous ?
Usually when I'm with other people and not home, my house is kinda my castle.

8. Are you tired ?
Nope, just drank like four pepsi's. O__O

ABOUT YOU :

001. Real name ?
I'd rather not say my real name, for fear mean people at a school near here will rip on me.......our school is connetected with two others over distance learning with Camera Tv's and not everyone from the other two are nice like here.

002. Nick names ?
Real: My friends called me Joy, cause I was always the happy dreamer of our group.
Online: Sometimes Faye or Ash.

003. Eye color ?
Stormy blue.

004. Zodiac sign ?
Horoscope:Taurus
Zodiac:Sheep

005. Male or female ?
Guess..........female.

009. Smart?
Most of my friends and people here call me that, since I take hard classes like calculus and stuff. Then again I am failing calc right now, but maybe that's due to my lazieness.

010. Hair color ?
Light blond naturally, though I would like to dye it red or pink sometime soon.

011. Tall or short?
Average I think.

013. Sweats or Jeans?
Both? Sweats at home and jeans outside all the time.

014. Phone or Camera ?
Neither. T_T

016. Drink or Smoke?
Nope to both. Not one Cigarett or drop of alcohol has ever touched my lips.

020. Tattoos ?
I think it would be cool, but no I don't have one.

021. Righty or lefty?
Lefty

FIRSTS :

024. First best friend?
Brandon, my bested bud ever.

025. first crush?
So long ago I don't remember his name, I think I was in first grade.

027. First pet?
Two kitties, Peaches and Cream.

028. First big vacation ?
Universal Studio's in Orlando Florida, best trip ever!

049. Eating?
Chicken biscutt, made chicken strip and put in warmed up roll.

050. Drinking ?
Pepsi, icy good pepsi.

052. I'm about to :
Read the manga "Yaiba", awsome story.

053. Listening to ?
Bruises- by Chairlift.

054. Plans for today ?
Finish my calc homework soon, then art homework, and then sleep.

079. Drank bubbles ?
........not that I know of?

080. Lost glasses/contacts?
No glasses for me, 20/20 vision.

081. Ran away from home ?
Thought about it once when I was mad, but haven't. Beside's I've got only half a year to go before I graduate now.

084. Broken someone's heart ?
No, I don't really have anyone's hear to break.

085. Been arrested ?
Never, I'm not the type to commit crimes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :

090. Miracles?
Certain kinds, like small ones.

089. Yourself ?
Half the time.

092. Heaven ?
I'm not too sure, but I'd like to believe in one.

093. Santa Claus ?
No, otherwise he would have been found dead of a heart attack by all the cookies kids leave. o_o

094. Love ?
I believe in it, but haven't really found it for me yet.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

097. Do you like someone?
I've got a crush,he's already taken thouhg. T_T

099. Do you believe in God ?
Yes.

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